Patthar sa ye Dil

..Dard-e-mohabbat mein Jeete hai.. ..Zindgi ka Sila na Poocho.. ..Mehboob Be-Rukhi se..bar-bar.. ..Dard hi de Jata hai.. Shor ke is Ghere main hai khamosh tanhai Apni hi mehfil main hai khud ruswa ruswai Patthar ban gaya ye dil uske pyar main Bebas sa tadapta hai bas uske har vaar pe Jo pyar ke badle main vaar karta hai taano ki Chup chup siske ye dil laash liye armaano ki Jisko sunate the har baat dil ki Usi ne khamosh kar di har awaaz dil ki Patthar sa dil ab zubaan nahin dhoonta Par dard usmain ab bhi hai sisak sisak kar rota Kaash usse ehsaas hota jo zakhm diye jaa raha hai Koi khamoshi se har pal uske dard sahe jaa raha hai   Labon par khamoshi ne ek dera dalaa hai Girte hue ashkon ko sannate ne sambhala hai Ye dil patthar ban gaya par pyar nibhana jaanta hai Ek bewafa se pyar hai ,ye ehsaas purana jaanta hai     Aaj meri tanhai bahut udaas hai Isliye woh khamoshi ke paas hai Chupaya nahi khamoshi se usne kuch bhi Har chuppi main baat ek khaas  hai   Rulane se pehle ek baar hasaaya tho hota, kasoor kya he is dil ka, ye bathaya tho hota, Mili saza us khatha ki, jo na ki kabhi hamne, Kaash ye dil kabhi, kahi lagaya na hotha.

Maane Na Ye Dil !!

Tere Bina        Ishq hai tu   Tu hi zindagi   Hasil hai tu   Tu hi bandagi     Sans ruk si gayi   Wakt tham sa gaya   Pyar main tere main jaan se gayi   Hijar ki raaton ne bahut rulaya   Pyar kiya maine   Tu samjha “DILLAGI”                     Sab jaane hai ye dil            Fir bhi mane na ye dil         Tum bin jab raat hogi Dewaaron se baat hogi Sannate hansenge mujh par Phir yaadon ki baraat hogi           Humbhi chupke se kahin Baithey  roya karenge aanson pee lenge Lab see lenge Aise jee lenge             Nainon main barsaat hogi Dewaaron se baat hogi Tum bin jab raat hogi Sannate hansenge mujh par Phir yaadon ki baraat hogi             Meri khamoshiyan kuch keh rahi hain Tumse bheegi ankhein bebus saansein Meri betabiyan Kuch keh rahi hain tumse   Teri hi thi main teri hi hoon Kuch bhi nahin main tere siwa       Sab jaane hai ye dil Phir bhi mane na ye dil             Mere jaane se tere hooton par hansi hogi..ToH   Zindagi bhar main ro loongi tum hans lena  Jee nahin sakti juda ho kar tumse main  Apni saansein tumhe doongi tum jee lena  Khushiyan mil jaayen itni tumhe  Mera pyar kabhi yaad na aaye  Main khamoshiyon main sama jaaongi  Tum mehfilon main  hans lena

Baad mere…

Shaam-e-gham tanhai ke siva kyaa degi Umeed ka aakhri diyaa bhi bhuja degi…….   Chehra chhupane se haqikat nahi chhipti Khamosh zubaan bhi kai raaz bata degi…….     Tu khud hii nikal ja dil se mere sanam Mere seene ki jalan sab kuch jala degi…..     Gar hai gunah jooth nazar mein khuda ki Bolega tu sach to tujhe duniya saza degi…..     Janoon hai saara tujhe mitane ka uspe naam likha tera hawa bhi ab  mita degi…..     Aati nahi raas ishq ke maaron ko zindagi Hamko sakoon degi to bus kaza degi…..     Mil jayega sakoon us din meri rouh ko Aansoon koii jis roz mohabbat mere liye gira degi…….     Rakhta hai kon yaad  guzre waqt ko baad mere ye duniya mujhe bhi bhula degi……

Dhuaan ban gayi main!

Koi badnaseeb aisa bhi hota hai jise pyar karne ki hi sazaa milti hai Usi se jisko bepanah chahe woh   Pyar sirf ek lafz nahin Woh ehsaas hai jo mar kar bhi Nahin jaata Pyar rooh ki gehrai tak chala jaata hai Pyar hi hai jo jism ke khatam hone par bhi zinda rehta hai      Kiya kya kasoor jo zindagi dekar bhi chain na mila Dushamani ki sazaa mile to samajh aaye Kissi ko itna chaho aur mile sazza , dil ko kon samjhaye      Sukhe paatton si main..har pal char char kuchal jaye mujhe Dil ki tadap tere pyar ke liye khaakh banaye mujhe Bahein felakar fir pukara hai tujhe Kya meri awaaz ka ehsaas hai tujhe Mere paas nahin hai tu Par kyon har pal paas paya tujhe      Mar chuki main par dard nahin jaata Saaya bhi mujhse juda hai     Par tera pyar juda nahin ho paata Har lamha teri bahon mai aane ko tarasti hoon Ek pal teri chahon main jeene ko tarasti hoon      Tere bina mera aaj har lamha tham gaya Thand ka yeh sirhana aansoon main jam gaya Dhuan ban gayi  main teri chahat main Meri chahton se nafrat kyon tu kar gaya Sundarta Jism ki poojta hai ye insaan Khuda to dil main basa hai Ye woh kaise bhool gaya       Raakh meri udati hogi tere ghar ke saamne Tujhe bhi toh kabhi lagta hoga koi choo kar gaya Andheri hai ye duniya bahut Pyar ka deep jala do Tadapti hoon tujhse milne ko ab bhi Kahin se ab toh mujhe awaaz do     Chita jal chuki meri raakh ho gayi main Par rooh ab tak jalti hai tere intezaar main…..

Broken

Picture Courtsey bloodygrave.deviantart.com

Though!

Bewafai!

Dead or Alive?

How To Breathe Alone       When I first met you, I was afraid Afraid of what I was feeling   I didn’t just feel you in my heart , I felt you in my soul , I had no idea I could feel so much , My life was complicated , I was afraid you wouldn’t want to be in my life , I was afraid I couldn’t be all that you wanted me to be , Slowly you made me believe I was all that you needed and wanted , That you wanted to be in my life , And when I truly trusted you and let you in , I felt an intense feeling of contentment , A feeling of happiness like I have never known , I felt alive again , Even though we were a long way from working things out , The feeling in my heart and soul .   <>   Never did I dream you would leave like you did , I never dreamed that the one who gave me such feelings , Feelings I had never felt before , Would take them away , Take them away without a moments hesitation , I never dreamed the one I trusted and loved with my heart and soul , Would hurt me in the way he knew would hurt me most , Now I am left questioning everything , Everything he ever said , Was our love ever real , Was he ever my soulmate , Was he ever my honey , Was he ever my Love , How do you go on , When the one you love so completly leaves , When your soulmate leaves , When every breath was him , How To breathe alone

My Heart is Crying!

Love waits Forever!      Who do u wait for ? My Heart My trader !!  There are miles of silence n ages of loneliness  This world has forgotten me and you too from quite long  Then why are there tears in your eyes?????      There is no shadow on ur way  No one will ever come in your arms  No one will cry for you and me  No false relationship even with us in dreams  Then why r u drowned in sighs  No one will die for you with you  No one is in the world who will share the pain of others  Who do u wait for my Heart my trader  why are there tears in your eyes?????    What you have to do with the lost nights  What I have to do with the broken words  Bed of roses or pyre what ever u get ,  You need to sleep on it  When life leaves… the rope gets broken  What to take from the broken relationships  My heart where ever you will ask smiles  I will have to cry  No one is for you..no one is for me  who do u remember each moment  Who do u wait for my heart ..my trader  Why are there tears in your eyes?????

Why?

Why this heart still beats?   Beats for the one who does not love   How much I feel my heart beat should stop   That I could feel no more pain   And believe that love will never come in my life   How much I know that I can earn anything   How much I know that I cannot earn love   I see the black clouds   Where’s all the blue gone   Birds are chirping   Where is that song?   Oh I bleed ..bleed inside But for whom   Who says we are friends n no more ;   I feel love for You   Oh ! He left me without a reason   He said bye and still I wait in every season   The rain drops stop ..they couldn’t match my tears   The wind stops they couldn’t match my turmoil in my heart   The sun sank it couldn’t match the burn in my heart   Why I m alive…Why this struggle   For a fruitless life             I m no one to anybody   Love was not made for me   How could I make myself understand   No one will ever stand   With me   And say   Look I will never say Good bye!   Give me ur hand   And I promise to love you forever   Ah! I fear …   I shout..I cry   I fear   I fear the word Forever   How people use it when they can’t   Understand the meaning   Why they hold hand and kiss and say   I Love you ..When they don’t mean it         Forvever is not a year …   Forever is not a month   Forever is forever   How I know now   I m leaving now   Leaving the love ..The HOPE for love   Leaving my partners..the pain ..solitude n tears   Leaving them Forever   For   Why this heart should beat   Beat for the one Who does not love you.   I will leave but I FEAR   When will these memories leave ???????   For i know that one thing will remain   My love for you Forever